I have been asked by many of my blogger friends and blog readers, “Why have you been so quiet?”
Well my friends, there’s a good explanation…several as a matter of fact.
First of all, I’ve been less than inspired. I don’t want to write a bunch of fluff bullshit posts just to keep publishing. That is one of my biggest pet peeves of blogging.
Secondly, my family has been taking front seat. We’ve really struggled to get back into any kind of routine since our holiday break from school. It’s taken a month to get back into it all, and with one of my kids, that month of wishy washy school has really shown.
I’ve had to crack down on the mouthiness, the moodiness, and the unwillingness to do what is expected, and then I had to crack down on the kids (Did you get that? Those first three were me in case you didn’t catch it.)
Third, my husband has been working a ton of hours, and I feel it’s my job to be his main support. Part of that job is to make sure everything around here is taken care of. After working 14 hours, it isn’t very fair for him to have to come home and take care of our finances, the snow blowing, etc. I make sure all that shizzle is done.
Fourth, my coaching practice is catching FIRE!! I have some super clients right now that inspire me to do even better in all areas of my own life. What?? You didn’t know I was a coach? Check me out: M-Powered Lifestyles.
Lastly, I’ve made several references in the past to my struggle with depression. This last year has been especially hard for me and has been an ongoing battle to come out on the winning end of it. I realized that some of my triggers are spreading myself too thin, expecting too much of myself, feeling overwhelmed, then feeling like a failure when I can’t get it all done and done perfectly.
When I recognize myself slipping into the pattern of extreme moodiness, unexplained anger, not wanting to get out of bed in the morning, and withdrawing from my family and from the things I normally enjoy, I can now (usually) redirect myself before I have a full on problem.
Part of that redirection is pulling back from some of the things that are going on, getting back on track and then forging ahead at a pace that is conducive to me not driving myself and my family insane (literally and figuratively).
So pulling back has involved writing less on this blog. I never intended Missy Homemaker to be a dumpsite for my ‘crazy’ brain. I don’t want it to be completely filled with rants, although the occasional one does make an appearance.
I want Missy Homemaker to be that part of me that is mostly positive, helpful, occasionally sarcastic, and most of all, honest. Sometimes honesty means disappearing for a week or two because I just need a break.
I thank those of you who continue to check in with my blog…those readers who have signed up for emails and who don’t stop by just to get a reciprocal comment on your own blog.
I appreciate you more than I could ever say.
If you would like to read more snarkiness with a wealth of profanity thrown in, head on over to my friend Rhonda’s blog Bitch & Whine. For realz…hilarious, well researched, and extremely well written commentary on the stupid things and douchebaggy people making today’s headlines.